It’s been four months now. It hasn’t been easy. Life really isn’t a bed of roses. They say home is where the heart is. But what if my heart is with home, but home has changed? There is a different kind of energy lingering in this place called home. Does it have a name? I think it’s called Sorrow.

Paying our respect during Ching Ming.

Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred. How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children into the world like we send young men into war, hoping for their safe return. But knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?   - One Tree Hill S03E16 With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Sleep -

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we’re looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our own ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but, for the things we didn’t do. Things we didn’t say that could’ve saved someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that’s headed their way. -One Tree Hill S04E07 All These Things That I’ve Done –

A lot of things happening in this place called home. Deep in silence beneath the naked eyes. A silent energy of hopelessness, remorse, pain and regret. With tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls..we sleep.