I find myself gardening.

I hate gardening. I’m awful at gardening. My plants always die even before their minimum life span expire.

But it’s calming. Helps me think. Spoke to a few lawyers lately for some legal advise and my next course of action. But all lawyers resonated the same tone – due to the nature of our Malaysian system, not just judiciary but simply the culture of work within the government sectors, we will need a lot of mental & physical strength and $$$ to persevere because it will be a lonnnggg and tiring process.  That’s why most people don’t prosecute. They don’t have the means to do so. Sometimes, not because they don’t have the dollars and cents, but simply because it’s too exhausting and painful to relive the memories they want to put behind them.